b.o.r.e.d (as) bad - overrated - reaction - endemic - drag
i sit on one side of this meeting table here in my silent office space, mind numbing. just bragging about today, doing nothing but staring at an empty laptop monitor showing only wallpaper. what am i doing here? i'm totally lost! it's like i can't use my brain to give - even - any command to - at least - looks like i'm doing something. i'm not exaggerating.
maybe i need a vacation. i need to be somewhere else but this quite office. something more quite - actually - somewhere i won't be hearing phone ringing, or people whispering, and i won't see used paper lying messily or "no windows" room - like where i am now. or just plugging my ears with good music while drawing my imagination on canvas in one white empty room alone.
but where to? in a case like this - with peak schedules and missing in action team work - i won't be able to settle down in my hiding place either. and my cellular phone will just bothering me with some boring news, revisions, new home work, latest review, et cetera.
i really need a getaway. somewhere i know i will enjoy walking around with no one, or just sitting on a cozy corner of this wifi-ed coffee shop writing some thoughts with offline status shown on Yahoo! Messenger, so no one will bother me questioning about where-what-why-with whom am i now. please, people... i need my private place!
sometimes i find it fun taking pictures of anything i found interesting on the street - or anywhere i am at - do some photos editing on my laptop and treat it as souvenirs of my life. or sometimes my secret getaway is just a person. yes, a person i can cuddle with or just read some books together until we both fall asleep and wake up happy the next day.
ah... now, which secret getaway should i pick to get rid of my boredom today?
-mm-
Thursday, February 7, 2008
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3 comments:
where's this dude you can cuddle with?
sounds like he's the best spot for a quick (but not so secret) getaway...
aaawwhh...melody....there..there....Mandy's here
well, thank you Mandy...
where's this dude? he's out there
sometimes here, in my heart (secretly sneak up and cuddled me, but sometimes he is the best spot for a quick and secret getaway in reality :)
-melody-
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